Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Sick and Tired

I'm so sick and tired of feeling like crap. I'm so sick of my life and feelings being dependent on other people. I'm so sick of being the way I've been for so long.

I want to change. I want to be different.

And that's why I'm here. I might indulge in my need to encourage others to change, too. After all, I want everyone to feel as good as I'm feeling right now. But I hope everyone will always know that this blog is about one thing:


And, in the spirit of that, I'd like to announce several of my intentions. Starting next week, I'm going to make it a goal to post 1 video blog entry per week, as well as post at least one top 10 reasons and one top 10 ways to do something on my own to do list. Why? Because I'm finding out that what I'm doing is incredibly important and freeing. And I want you to find that out, too.

This is my change. I want to do it to the best of my ability, and I want to take anyone and everyone I can along for the ride.

I hope you don't get car sick.

Daily Stats:


  1. Exercise, stretched, meditated, and worked on writing twice today.
  2. Wrote in my journal, didn't stay on budget today, and wrote my poem.
  3.  Posted on blog.
  4. Made bed.


  1. This is your chance to change and you should embrace it and do what you feel is best to do. Go for it and no matter what you aren't a failure.

    1. Thank you very much. This came just when I needed it, actually. My mom wants me to give up some of my schedule to help her out more...because she's dying.

      Of course, she does have a terminal disease. But she's been dying since I was about 13, and I've been centering my life around her since I was 2. I need to stop the toxic side of our relationship and it's been very difficult to do (I love her more than I can ever describe). But I'm trying.

      Thanks again. You're awesome, Mark!